Gage

Gage is always on my mind. I always have visions of seeing him and Peyton when I come off of the plane. I see this as if it is a picture or somebody else watching while waiting in line to the side. I can not wait to hug him and kiss him like I will not ever be able to see him again. When I see women with their children, a smile comes on my face because in my head I see Peyton with little Gage doing daily tasks and eating out, waiting for me to come home.

Sometimes I see him running around as a little man, doing inventive things in his own little world. I can not wait to teach him everything I know and hopefully pass on my yearning for knowledge to him. I am ready to see what he can become. I am ready to give him the tools to do just that, to fulfill every vision he has, to answer every question he asks, and to do anything he wants.

Peyton, thank you for giving me all of this.